you're my sunshine

离会考只剩下五天, 心情无疑是紧张的.
最近的生活还过得去, 只是精神上难免有些紧崩. 
脑袋里一直想着考试...
有趣的是,昨晚虽然身体已经进入熟睡状态可是总觉得大脑还是灵活的, 一直不断地在思考.
希望能够顺利过关然后在本地大学继续读书.
我会再接再厉,
永不放弃!

朋友们也要努力喔!
人生短暂, 别浪费有限的青春, 既然已经读了那么多年的书, 放弃是最愚蠢的选择.
既然别无选择就加油吧!
我好想睡觉...可是大脑不停地在喊叫着: " 别贪睡啦!!! "
好吧...大脑你赢, 我现在就去温书!

fyi.
老师今天竟然用英语说了一句 'all the best', 我不能让他失望.
hahaha.

Happy Birthday buddy Lo.
feels great to 'transfer' the wishes to you. (:

Although birthdays seems to become less interesting and exciting as we age, i definitely had a great time turning 19 on September 11 2009.
what a waste! we didn't have pictures for memories sake!
Thank you girls + little porridge chew's wish. haha!
Thanks for all the SMSes and facebook wishes too!

ok, its really late now.
birthday is over!
life after A levels will be happier then birthday celebrations (:
thank you all for constant encouragement!
YAY!



i had a good time eating as well.
no regrets.

at most exercise more lor...

On 09 / 09 / 09...
morning,
it started out well until McDonald's manager chase me away because i was studying.

afternoon,
i was VERY lucky to find a proper seat at the central lending library.
but it only lasted for a few hours before an angry librarian ordered all 'studying people' to clear the table. ok, its a special day i shall not get agitated.

night,
there was dinner at home (:
no words can describe this happy feeling.

on msn,
i chatted (still chatting though) with an old but bouncy pal.
i was saying today is a great day for date and she asked me why. i didn't really answer. instead i randomly said it would be nice if i could watch fireworks on a boat. and as we chatted, the genre automatically switched to humor. lol.
*pls stop smiling / laughing / 'giggling like a worm' infront of your computers*
we were talking about karma, which im quite sure it'll find me someday.

math is killing me.
my soul was eaten up by integration.
i actually stood at the bus stop and watched my bus go while sms-ing.
Gosh.

Its sad to know that Singpost is no longer a ulu place to study ):
its FLOODED with students now...
i was so disappointed, went to united square instead.
other than the crazy air-conditioning that had cold air blowing at 80km/h, i could focus on fighting with math (:

I need some suggestions on quiet places to study!

time to hunt for food and hit the chinese books.
BYE!

it would be nice if i have a peaceful environment to study in.
even better if i can sleep at 10pm everyday. (:

national day = more sleep = do work + meatballs + $1.50 icecream = satisfying (:

i'm very impressed by this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5emTblCcD-c
you surely won't regret seeing this.
she's inspiring!

the library is. . . a very condusive place
the librarians are such a pain.
the users are selfish.
the plugs are located on walls all around but 
'YOU CANNOT SIT HERE. PLS MOVE AWAY.'
'but...people are all sitting on the floors and using them upstairs...'
'YAH ONLY UPSTAIRS CAN'
-__- i dont care.

c'mon, i am not blocking the way, im just sitting at one corner.
and, parents, pls control (leash?) ur kids.

Sigh. I feel hungry again.

 

As i hopped around to check out updated posts, i saw a friend's post on how much he miss someone who is now pursuing her dreams abroad. I bet the first thing that came to your mind was 'oh....they're perhaps in a relationship'. No, they are not. In fact, they are best friends. Suddenly i feel that my life is rather empty. Do i have friends that can be classified as 'BEST' friends? Yes i do have some good friends/buddies, but as i read that post, it made me think about people around me. Am i being a true friend? Or do i have true friends? when i am unhappy, i usually keep things to myself unless i really need someone to hear me out. But sometimes, i just can't find anyone suitable because i always tell myself that 'i shall not bother my friend'. But if he/she is my best friend, why would i even hesitate?

Ok i may sound a little childish here but, this was what i thought of while reading that post.
i feel sad for myself.
i have no guts to express myself too because i care too much about how you think of me.